When I was expecting, I had so many grand visions about what life with two kids would be like. I sit here now and I can't even remember the slightest bits of any of them because as soon as life with two kids actually happened, I stopped sleeping which ceased any rational thought and memory recall all together. In the last year, I have only slept more than three consecutive hours a total of four times. Four instances of a three-hour-plus block of time... I... the words... I have no words... all the words are gone... Instead of sleep, I am running on baby giggles and midnight snuggles (and of course, tears and snot because being a mommy isn't complete without those, right?).One day I will sleep again. I will sleep and wake up after several REM cycles feeling rested and fulfilled and eager to start the day! It will be amazing! I might even finish a whole cup of coffee... now I'm just being greedy :)
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